Been sleeping all day,
Drowning in a silence too loud to escape.
Mama comes in, worried,
Checking if I’m still breathing—
The softest touch of concern,
But I can’t show her what’s inside me.
She opens the curtains—
The light burns,
A reminder of the world I’m hiding from,
I pull the blinds tight,
Fighting against the truth it wants to expose.
I can't let her see my sorrow,
The weight of it crushing my chest,
So I close the curtains,
Shut out the sun,
Hiding the tears that fall
As quietly as the shadows creep.
I can’t let her know I’m falling apart,
I wear my smile like armor,
Too afraid to let her see the cracks.
So, I close the curtains,
Blocking the light,
And the truth of my brokenness
Remains a secret I can’t bear to share.
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